Miscellaneous shit.

 Aww I need this hoodie, it's so cute ^^

Far too much time spent talking about my ears.

I got some really awesome zip earrings (shopping again..) which I will show, along with my beautiful strawberry earphones :'D

 (I know, my face is (even more) weird from the side...)

Omg, I'm sooo terrible at photography. It took me about 40 attempts to take a simple photo of my own ear xD (and I still didn't get the whole thing in the photo). I have no photo-editing software on my laptop, except paint :P which is for scribbling, not for photos, so I can use that as half an excuse for my awful photos. I know I said I was getting a 3rd earring in that ear, but every time I went to get it done the person who does it wasn't there :( I don't really want to go and ask for the third time in 2 weeks, so maybe I will wait a little while now xD I'm not actually allowed to do it without my mother's permission yet, but I will just tell them I'm 16 (only 8 months off xD) and hope they don't ask for ID :3 which I don't have anyway...

Hey boy, I really wanna see if you can go downtown with a girl like me, hey boy...


Day 05: A song that reminds you of someone.
Of the first person I was in love with...

Not the most romantic song xD but I have my reasons, and this is not a story I'm going to share.

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**WARNING!: Extreme weirdness ahead**

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(I can't believe how long I spent making that look so damn awesome.)

I seriously think I have a phobia of my own feet. xD. I'm not kidding, I hate touching them or looking at them, sometimes I can't even think about them without completely freaking out. Yeah, I just felt like putting that out there...in the faint hope that somebody will reply saying they have the same thing, so I know I'm slightly less of a psychofreak :3    and I complain that people think I'm strange...(actually, I don't complain, but I should.)

Soundtrack.

One of those boring-to-read internet survey things, because I like doing them. Well I like reading them too, but maybe you think it's boring.

Soundtrack to my life: (I'm obsessed with this)
1. Opening Credits: Rain Town - Deacon Blue
2. Waking Up Scene: Mr BlueSky - E.L.O.
3. Car Driving Scene: Cars - Gary Numan
4. High School Flashback Scene: Teenage Dirtbag - Wheatus
5. Nostalgic Scene: Memories - Weezer
6. Bitter, Angry Scene: For the Sick and Disturbed - Agonoize
7. Break-up Scene:  Helena - My Chemical Romance
8. Regret Scene: Shape of my Heart - Sting
9. Nightclub/Bar Scene: Dirtygirls/dirtybois - Faderhead
10. Fight/Action Scene: Uprising - Muse
11. Lawn Mowing Scene: Stacey's Mum - Fountains of Wayne
12. Sad, breakdown scene:  Full of Grace - Sarah McLachlan
13. Funeral Scene: My Immortal - Evanescence
14. Mellow/Pot-smoking Scene: Jammin' - Bob Marley
15. Dreaming About Someone Scene: Just A Flirt - Miss Montreal
16. Sex Scene: Sex - NDubz (explicit version)
17. Contemplation Scene: Sweet Goodbyes - Krezip
18. Chase Scene:  Helicopter - Bloc Party
19. Happy Love Scene: Friday I'm in Love - The Cure
20. Happy Friend Scene: Lithium - Nirvana
21. Closing Credits:  Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite! - The Beatles

And to bombard yet more music on you...
Day 04: A song that makes you sad.

That's all.

Meh.

My last post was really very very stupid.

Shopping. And too much I, I, I, I...

Today I went to Reading (REDDING, ok? xD), for shopping with some friends. Even though most of the shops are the same as in Oxford, it's more exciting to go on a 1.5 hour bus trip first and be as far away from our parents as possible xD (not that I mind my parents, they're quite nice really.) Anyway, it was pretty fun and I bought two cool shirts: one from H&M, cropped, with Nirvana (<3) on it; and one from Topshop with... actually I have no idea what is on it, but I like it. xD   I was going to show it because they're awesome, but I can't find it on the website and I'm not going to take photos of myself wearing them as if I think I'm some pretty skinny model...(fyi: I'm so not skinny or pretty, but I'm completely happy with myself. If somebody else isn't happy with me, then fuck them.)  Although those kind of shops are ok and I can find stuff there that I can make into my own style, I wish there were some shops here that were more...'alternative'. I just feel quite boring when I wear the same clothes as everybody else. And now I am talking too much about clothes...sorry if you now think I am really shallow and only caring about fashion, but it's not their fashions I'm interested in, only my own. Again, I'm completely off topic, being really weird and using far too much of the word I. I, I, I, I...

Day 03: A song that makes you happy.  There are a lot of songs that make me happy. It's not really the song that makes me happy, it's just me. No matter how much I feel like having an emo day, something inside me makes me constantly happy and it's quite hard to get rid of it for even a day xD well, I guess that's a good thing...

Back to the point:

I found it hard, it's hard to find, oh well, whatever, nevermind...

Shorty

Oh, I completely forgot about my 30 day song challenge :3 ...after only one day xD

Day 02: Your least favourite song.  This one seems a bit pointless, why would I want to show you shit music? 

Anyway...here you are.

It annoys me so much...if you're going to ripp off a classic to turn into a stupid pop song, I don't know what to advise you to do except: don't do it like that.

Now I must show some songs I do like, to make up for the above. (Or maybe you do like that one, then fine, who am I to tell you what is shit music?)

When the guy holds the magnifying glass to his mouth and gnashes his teeth it really creeps me out xD (and yes, I think that was his intention :3)

I don't have anything else to say today except for the music, so goodnight :) xxx

Noel Fielding

Haven't posted for a little while, because I really have nothing to say xD

Except that Noel Fielding is fucking hot. In a weird but epic way.

Marry me. ;)

And The Mighty Boosh is the epicest show in the history of the world. 

Cooome wiiiith us tooo The Miiiiighty Boooosh...

If I posted every picture of him that I like then it's going to take you 3 years to scroll to the end of this page, so google him.

Stop. Font change.

I saw The King's Speech yesterday. I didn't really wanna see it because the plot looked not really interesting, but everybody recommended it to me and it won a lot of awards, so I went to see it and it was really a good film. So go see it :)  though I do say that for every film I see. Oh man, I would be a terrible film critic...

Finding a hidden track on the end of the cd I just bought (Nevermind - Nirvana) makes me really excited :D even though it's not really finding it, I knew it was there so I just left the cd playing until it came on...but I'm easily entertained x'D  and yeah, that is a good cd. 

Good song:

Overandout.

Big Fat Gypsy Weddings

I will start with something I have just finished watching, Big Fat Gypsy Weddings. The most recent episode shows the prejudice and suspicion against them, and it made me kinda angry. I don't know so much about them (I guess nobody does), so it's just my opinion, but I think they're an interesting culture and I don't understand why they are discriminated against just because some of them cause disturbances, break the law ect. It doesn't mean that everybody in the culture is like that. Is it that my own culture is so perfect and never does anything we accuse the travellers of doing? eh...no. It's just unjustified stereotypes and it makes my blood boil.

Or maybe they really are that bad and it's just my obsession with anything foreign and mysterious that makes me fascinated by them. I just don't know, but benefit of the doubt and all that.

Anyway. Rant over.

I think I will do a 30-day song challenge on here that I found on facebook, because I like those things.

Day 01: Your favourite song of all time.
I think this must be the hardest one of them all. I have so many...but I'll go with that one that was first in my mind, as the first instinct is always best.

Kurt Cobain. I can't think of any words to even begin to explain how I see him. I'll just say that it's positive feelings. Though probably not the most sensible person to admire...
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This song is also really beautiful <3 

From the film A Walk To Remember. It's a nice film :')

Goodnight xxx

Valentine's Day..

Happy Valentines Day :) if you like that...I guess I don't really like it for being single, but that changes if I had a boyfriend :P   I don't see why some people are so against it though, if a couple want to celebrate their love, why should anyone have a problem with that?

Urgh, every teacher is annoying the hell out of me today, are they having a competition of who will be the one that can provoke me to shoot myself in their lesson or something? xD 

School really wouldn't be so bad, if 3/4 of the people in it would leave..

But the good thing is that in 4 days it'll be the holidays and we're halfway through the schoolyear :D and as the boring winter bit went quickly, the nice summer bit is probably going to be even faster...

Nothing against winter. I quite like winter. I love it that it's dark all the time, there's something special about doing things in the dark that you normally do in the light...like eating breakfast, I must eat my breakfast in pitch-black xD but now it's getting lighter so I can't really do that anymore. But summer is nice too. Then when I go out with friends it's not always looking for somewhere warm to sit, we can just sit outside :) even though I would still rather sit in a dark little room, but that's just me...like a bat :P

And I don't think I really have any songs to show today :( so, bye.

Ratteh ^^

I went to the petshop earlier, to buy some toys for my brother's guinea pigs, and now I want a rat :P they're not the cutest animal, but they're loyal and fun^^  but I think I will wait until my birthday and see if I still want one. That's in 9 months, I think that's enough time to decide xD (It's November 3rd. Btw.)

Looking through my photos from my family's holiday in Scotland this summer. I'd forgotten how much fun it was...before I went I couldn't stop saying how I really hated Scotland and it was going to be so boring and lame, but I was just upset that we weren't going to Greece for the 13th time in a row (seriously.) I'll show some, because Scotland is really beautiful. (I seriously suck at photography xD)

I found really the most beautiful photo of my brother and I xD  (at Loch Ness :D)

And these mountains in the Highlands were so nice:

I found the end of the rainbow!!! (but that stupid tree stood in the way ¬¬)

Pretty thing that's fun to climb on. :D

 Into the woods...

Sorry if that was really boring, but I couldn't think of anything to write ;3 Now I'm gonna go paint my nails (black of course), read Kerrang!, and listen to some nice music. 

(ps. for definition of 'nice music', see below.)

And if you don't agree that this song is nice music, you seriously need an ear transplant.

 

Gargantuan.

Do people use a much bigger font size than me or do they really write that much? xD because however long I'm writing this for it only comes out as a few sentences...unless I put in loads of useless photos of troll physics, but I think I've rather exhausted that topic :3  Actually I kinda hate writing. It takes me an hour sometimes to write one sentence because I must think of exactly the right words. You need too much precision, and I have none of that. Art on the other hand, I just scribble a billion lines to make whatever I'm drawing, so eventually one of them has to be in the right place, then I can rub out the rest. Wow, it's been such a long time since I've had the time to draw just for myself. Everything I draw is for my art coursework at school, so it always has to be good, and I always have to be able to explain exactly why I did what I did. And they think I want to tell them that? no way! it's for me to know and nobody else. Everything I write about it for my teacher is completely made up xD urgh, I'm so fed up with school ¬¬


The only nice subjects are languages, and even then I hate the languages I'm doing. French and Spanish, French is hard and too frilly-sounding, and Spanish is useless as the Spanish speak so fast I will understand nothing in real life xD I wish I could swap Spanish for German and French for something cool like Dutch, Greek, Finnish, Polish...just typical that I'm the only person in the world who hates the sound of those 'romance' languages and I'm learning 2 of them >.<

Looking forward to tomorrow :) I'll have a nice sleep (I really like to wake up early, but I also like to go to bed very late, so it doesn't really work out so well sometimes :3), and then go to town with my mother to get a third piercing in my left ear, then my mother will leave me and I'll meet my friends and go shopping and have an ice cream (for me, it's never too cold for ice cream xD). Pretty normal weekend really, but normal is good right now :)

Wow, I've managed to write quite a lot this time...*yay*

Now I post some songs again, even though about 0.01% of people like my music xD

(That album cover is really creepy xD but I love the band)

I loooooooooove Bloc Party's guitar riffs 8D <3 they always get stuck in my head during exams...

Nichts ist für dich, nichts war für dich, nichts bleibt für dich, für immer <3

I suck at thinking of titles..

Yay, I now have one follower xD dankeschön Sarah :)

I am getting soo much homework right now >.<  I don't even remember getting it, I look in my planner and somehow it got there... but of course I still find the time to waste half my evening listening to music. What would life be without music?  It can cheer me up, calm me down, make me hyper, make me dance, make me want to start a riot and burn stuff (xD), make me laugh, make me cry, make me love, make me hate, make me happy, make me sad...I don't believe anything can control my emotions so much. Or distract me from doing what I'm supposed to be doing so much. Anyway, I think we've established from this that I really like music xD                                   

Some songs I'm addicted to:

So on Monday my dad said people would only say the word walnut about 3 times in a year, and then he said it 5 times in an hour :P #random

And with that, beam me up Scotty ;)

Troll Physics

Last week: Laughed at some geeky guys laughing hysterically about troll physics.
This week: Laughing hysterically about troll physics.
i'macoolkid

sonotfunnyit'sfunny

ps. these images don't belong to me, but please don't kill me nice nice copyright people^^ (A)

Deutschland

#nowplaying <33

 

It's official. I've booked the flight and I'm going to Germany in April :D  I will stay with a friend there, so my parents aren't coming. Which is kinda scary even though I've flown alone before, when I was only 10, but then I had that program with the stewardesses looking after me. Though they did fuck all. Anyway, now it's completely alone :) I bet I'll fall asleep and end up going between England and Germany 17 times, knowing me...

Today I had an exam for 20% of my citizenship GCSE, but the fire bell rang halfway through it so...if I completely fail, maybe I can sue xD (no way, I hate the whole suing thing.)

  

For no particular reason, beat up everyone..Drugs are good, they let you do things that you know you not should <3

Diary-ness

Right now I am, literally, watching paint dry.

How is it that I can be so busy but so bored at the same time? Well I would be busy if the fucking paint would dry so I can turn the page of my art book...  

I really need to think of topics to write about on here instead of just talking to myself. But I guess talking to myself is half what I want and half not. I don't really want anybody I know to know I have a blog, because 1. it's embarrassing because it's terrible, 2. then I can't write here like a diary. That begs the question, why not just write in a diary? xD I've tried, but it never continues for more than 3 days. Now I figures, since I'm so obsessed with the internet, I'll probably like this better. :)  also I'm always worried somebody will read my diary (so I write in the Greek alphabet, which takes forever), so what do I do if I want a more secret diary? ...publish one on the internet. xD

The word diary always makes me think of milk... it'sdiarynotdairy

Oh hey, the paint's dry now :)

Helloo

So...first blog entry. I guess I'll just start writing random stuff and the introduction will come in here somewhere. :)
I wrote two blogs before, a few years ago, but they were very weird so I deleted them :3 now I'm trying to make this one not so weird so that maybe I can keep it going for a while without the first entries being embarrassing later (A)
(Fact #1 about me: I can't write a sentence without using at least one smiley :3)

So for the last few days I've been home sick from school and didn't get a chance to hand in my work experience form that was due in today, so now they're either not going to give me a placement and leave me to sort it out myself (:S) or they'll give me a job as a dustbin man or something xD or hopefully they would say I don't have to do it at all and get a week off school :P but that doesn't seem so likely... 

Also being sick I had time to listen to music all day :) really addicted to Tanzdiktator - Nachtmahr. (Fact #2 about me: most of the music I listen to is in German or by German bands. They're just so cool and the language makes it sound scary xD and I like scary :3)

Anyway, I need to email my friend now, and I have nothing else to say, so;
Bye :) xxx
(ps. I apologise in advance for my terrible usage of semi-colons...I don't know how to use them properly, so why not just make my own grammar rules? xD)